What's Holding Me Back or Rather Who?

I woke up today and I thought to myself...
If I am unhappy about something...
I have to change that because nobody else will...
To others My Life might be perfect...
But here I am to tell you Nothing and No one is Perfect!
I have a lot on my mind and on my chest...
This surely cannot be HEALTHY!!!
In conjunction with that...I Eat instead of Crying...
Emotional Eaters know what I am talking about...
Yesterday I looked in the mirror...
I saw what I am...
Yet I saw what I could be...
What I once was...But Better!
I fell in Love with that Me...
and I want to meet her in person...
So Today I went back to the Mirror...
I said to myself...
"Hey Maria in there! I'll see you by 01-01-2012"
That's a promise and I will see me as who I want to be...
On or Before that Date...
"Our Biggest Obstacles in Life are Ourselves"
I'm tired of living the way I am...
Well the way I was....
It's a new day,hour,minute,second...
The old me is gone and the new me...
Is on her way OVER HERE!!! <3<3<3