Differentiation & De-differentiation

To want and to need are two different things
I know this but when it comes to you
I struggle to differentiate
I love you but I hate you as well
I'd die for you but then again I wouldn't
A wish come true would be me never meeting you
But then again....I might not be the woman I am today
Longing for your kisses, your gazes, your touch
Not longing for your insensitivity and semi-stupidity....
To want and to need are two different things
I know this but when it comes to you
I struggle to differentiate
Love is Love... But reality is indeed REALITY!
I'm almost certain that you wouldn't die for me (yes that's how I feel)
In this life...I've learned nothing is worth regretting.
I wish I could say the same for you in 10 years.
Then you'd be longing for my kisses, my gazes, my touch
Regretting your insensitivity and Total Stupidity!