ME! ME!! ME!!!

So, they say in life we're supposed to have our families and friends by our sides always right?
Well here is some questions for you, you, and you....
Have you ever felt alone a couple of times?
Does it seem like you're in it by yourself a couple of times?
Do you feel like people just claim to care sometimes?
Have you ever thought if all they truly care about is just themselves?


I know that some "ME TIME" is essential for one's sanity to stay put....
But why am I the wierd one?
Why am I the one that puts everyone around me ahead of me?
Why am I the one that forgets about ME?
Sometimes I feel like I only TRULY care about ME....
But I don't even show it to ME!!!
Constantly putting everyone before me and caring for them instead of ME!!!


Now here is another question....
So it seems like I'm caring for them and so are they.....
Soooo....where on earth does that leave ME???
I know God cares about ME...but i'm talking about the people around me...
Always trying to make them happy even if it costs my joy, time, and many more....
Always willing to compromise so I seem fair to the whole world.....


What about ME, ME, & ME????
Who compromises that much for me???
Who sacrifices their precious time and happiness for me???
I personally think if you read this and you understand.....
Then maybe, just maybe you need to take a new position....
Because it is obvious that if you care about the world....
That's all you might do for the rest of your life....
So forget being self-centered and too into yourself!
If you don't do it, then someone else might not do it for you....
Now suddenly I can see what it'd be like to be more into ME!!!

~~The Rising Sun~~

Look into the Mirror
What do you see? 
Look into your eyes so deep...
Are you who you truly claim to be?

Search within your soul...
Help you reach your goal...
Help and find that light,
That shines within so bright!

Step outside the door...
You know within you there is more...
Look up at the heavens
Feel that burning desire!

Looking at the rising sun
you finally realize
"There's a piece of me that's missing"
The part of you that has not yet risen...

My life part 1

I remember happy days in my early childhood.  At least till I was 9 or soooo. Excited to go to school in the mornings, excited to do my homework when I got back home and then by 4pm I hop on to the living room to watch power rangers.  The sweet sweet memories of me as a little girl with that curly fro, always smiling at everybody and constantly making new friends.  I was a bit shy but it didn't take me long to loosen up around others.  I mean...it wasn't 9 glorious and perfect years but.....they were the best years of my life, so far at least!!!

As soon as I hit 10...it seemed like my life started to crumble right before my eyes....I'd take 2 steps foward and 10 steps back YET....I always kept on going.  At 12 I had to move from the state that I was born and brought up in to an unknown destination which I was supposed to someday call home.  I left my school, my friends, my neighbors, stores and streets.....In a day everything I had ever known was wiped out....from my memory...I tried to at least.  Now this is part 1.....I'll follow up with part two when I get a chance.....